Been to long.its good to have internet on phone, typing now in the car right in the early morning lol. I always have a clear view of the sky.just saw 1 shooting star and 3 tiny objects move hmm not sure what.

Already another year gone soon so another new year approaches so new plans,save more and change car maybe lol.lots of people say waste of money and believe me it is but I only spend on what I can afford, am never a person in debt.

Thinking get back into a iPhone after using HTC guess its more stylish and smaller then this htc desire.

Feel tired still to much computer not enough rest, lack exercise to lol my excuse to cold :p

Its summer now =), hot hot humid sweaty lol. Been a while since i last posted, again alot has happened from worse to worse lol but there are some good stuff that has happened.

Well where do i start, hmm still unhealthy as usual having problems with the same sympton. Doc says to much acid maybe, been taking tablets which was precribed second time round but this time round it doesnt seem to be working as efficient =s. Having alot of moments just trying to stay alive argh.My gp is long probably call up on monday and wont get a appoinment till 2 weeks time or i can queue in the morning 8am outside but there are already people there from 7am lol.

My car has been hit last week ago and is in repair shop. Got done by a uninsured motor cyclist twat...police arent doing anything about it and all this i`m going through my own insurance and lose my 3yrs ncb ><...unfair on top of that my insurance renewal is in august arghhh. Bad luck is just the word.

Good news is my brothers wife is expecting a baby boy in oct, my cousin has already given birth to a baby boy aswell but i still havent popped around to visit them.

Its the middle of the year, hope my next half of this year will change =). Enjoying my SLR all i have to say is, you pay for top quality stuff and that is what i`ve got.

Not been swimming or bike riding, no one to swim with and the bike is damanged lol wheel is buckled and not by me =p cba to fix it so hoping to buy a new one.Been looking for light frame ones because i`m thinking of riding to work more frequently and built up the stamina.

currently listening to "Eyes on me" =). Cant wait to get my car back, at first i felt its jinx and once i get it back i will sell it back out and buy a yaris. Not just a yaris of course lol but a 1.8 vvti haha low group insurance but giving 128bhp =p. Well my mind is constantly changing and the civic i`m more likely of keeping it.

Since the incident i sold almost all my modification parts, my mates also known as scavenges ¬__¬ bought a few parts for cheap price and sold the rest to other people. Managed to recuperate some money but my excess fee is 350 grrr that i have to pay to the bodyshop, that was part of my insurance policy, freaking scammers. Least i got a micra as courtesy ripping the crap out of it lol hand brake turns yey =p. And £20 petrol gets me 3/4 tank solid

Alot will happen this month, alot of peoples birthday including mine =p, hopefully get car back. My 2yr anniversary aswell ^^.

Didnt manage to sort out the roofing on the garage this year as dad said he will, soon as he came back but has been a month already and he`ll be leaving soon so i guess have to delay it once more till next year. Its made from asbestos and its been almost 10years or more, need specialist to take it down, cant just throw into a skip.

Works been same, quiet as always regular naps and surfing net at work lol.

Yawnnn feeling sleepy but dont want to sleep yet, already had a afternoon nap and its to warm to Zzzz...

Well hope i`ll get through some stuff and regain my health back =). Hope everyone has a nice summer, get out there enjoy it whilst it lasts. Wont be long till its cold again hehe

Feels to long since i last posted =p, well just want to write something here before something happens lol. Lately been going back to being ill, really dont know what it is now but chest pains and problem breathing not a good sign. Struggling for few days now =(, seen doc already just gave me website and contact number for panic attacks.I did have probably 2 attacks one of which was recent so told the doc. Already booked another appointment that wont be till next week seems so long away.

Been selling out my parts which i was planning to put on the car but changed my mind now so it all has to go. Feels like i lost the energy for everything =s, sometimes just want to give up but sometimes when i think about stuff thats around me it keeps me going =).

I did go bristol well originally for 2days but it didnt even last that just half a day till i had to rush home at 1am in the morning due to feeling really uncomfortable ><. Although it was a short stay still had a good look around and did shopping =p, bench had sales and on top of that further reductions so bought few things lol.

Another happy event is my bro wife is pregnant very happy and makes me a uncle hehe never thought so soon. Was also happy to speak to my lil bro aka tong sai lo, whom i havent spoken since i was probably 14 or something, this was a month ago btw =p.

My tv`s on its way out ¬__¬, keeps on flickering and my freeview box has crashed it doesnt turn off or change channels lol. Want to get a 32" in my room but because we have one downstairs it looks pretty biggg especially in my room. 32" is £299 and 26" which i have at the moment is the same price £299 so what can i do =s.

times seem longer everyday, want to regain my strength but the discomfort i`m having at the moment still uncertain. Fingers cross =).

Am up early in the morning as usual, straight away farmville lol whats wrong with me =p, cold day, chinese new year and valentines day. Havent written for ages just been lazy.

Lets see been spending alot, eatinggg and sleeping =p the usual, cancelled gym membership as i hardly go so going to change it to pay as you go, gyms always packed so i go swimming instead as its less straining and more relaxing.

First concert i went to, didnt expect it to been someone i`ve listened to for few years =), Utada Hikaru shes really good and hot lol, shame didnt get a signed baseball that she threw at the end >_<, the music system was much better then club ones lol. My all time favourite first love she sang that and loadsaa other good ones,there were a few which i never heard of =p. My legs were so tired,standing throughout the concert but also was waiting outside to get in but all worth it really enjoyed it =D.

Just upgraded my brake discs to grooved n drilled, now brakes feel it has more sharp response and these discs reduces the heat as it has the holes and groove, next thing would be braided hose lines as its SS (stainless steel), the standard ones are rubber. Hot fluid running through the pipes runs better over steel pipe lines then rubber so should feel even better brake =).

Waiting for control arms D2 brand to stiffen up the rear end, thinking about getting springs over coilover as it will be very stiff and coilovers are designed for tracking so no point and will save a few hundred quid if i just get the springs =), waiting for Spoon n1 backbox to end soon hehe hope i win.

Health is much better now my chest pain has gone, as someone told me its probably a strain and will take few months to heal glad its gone =), been eating normally e.g snacks etc haha but of course i am not going extreme on it.

Still early start to the year i already have 2 road taxes expiring soon damn, my dads Honda accord, the gearbox is on its way out need to get it re-con or sell the whole car, already advertised but no interest =s.

Oh been watching O.C i know its old but i always wanted to own my copy, now that i got it only on the 2/3 discs really addictive i love the char in it =p, got ages to watch though 4 seasons long. Bought a big massive box of chupa chups i thought it was £1 as it was in the pound shop but it was 3.99 so woman askes if i want it, i said yeah i take it lol duno why, normally its 15p for one this one has 50 in the box so how much did i save =p.

i like the new layout of my room feels right now then before, its like sometimes you feel when something isnt right, i believe in feng shui although i know nothing but i sense it =p make sense? read the scope on the people who are born on the year of the dog for this year, out of 5 stars money, love, career etc is all above 3star =).

Still got loadsa stuff on my shopping list but i need to also achieve my goal and save up, got a wedding to go to in july my cousins whos 30 now and tied the knot within 2/3 years of going out pretty quick =p, also expecting my other cousins baby due in similar time july or august cant wait =D.

Wish everyone a Happy Chinese New Year and may the year of the tiger bring good fortune and health, also stay positive =)

Been a week or so now and i feel better =), went to the blood clinic last weds so waiting for a week to get results and it will tell me if i have any problem =s. Been eating alot of crap already eakkk.

Going back swimming, need to start gym though. Weather isnt helping much just been cold and raining, woke up this morning heard a loud thunder.

Just been spending againnnnn as usual, finally got my recaro seats very happy with and part of it was paid from my gf as xmas present, ty =). Also managed to get my magnex backbox, fitted myself but has a slight leak so need to get that done, nothing major just air isnt fully going through directly to the backbox.

Back to saving up again lol, took me ages to save then took me few mins to spend it all lol aiyyaa...trying to sell of some stuff now.

Farmville is addictive on fb, the sad times lol, waking up 7am and logging onto fb, finishing work and rushing home to check it haha. Not even started buying xmas prez yet, hardest to buy is for my mum, am thinking of getting her a camcorder but having doubts now as i dont think she would use it as much.She has a old one which uses tape and reason she bought it then was because me and my cousins etc were all young so she captures the young times, now we`re all grown so dont think she would do the same lol.

Got 1 car to service now thats the accord, still need to get some tyres all round, keeping an eye out for a set of 17", atm its only 15"

Got the results back from the ECG scan, said i`m normal thank god. Still am having some pain so booked it in again, saw doc yesterday which wasnt the same gp i saw last time, this one seems like she knew what she was looking for, few check on the chest and said my mussels were inflame, like bloated i think. Heard its a common thing when people either over work or stressed, i had the pain before i started gym and since i started it kinda made it worst as i am doing free weights =s. Cure was Ibuprofen =p, have to say it does the job am feeling much better and can breathe better then before.

Went dim sum today after a long time of not going, yes i over did it lol ate loads and caused me to have more pain, so ended up skipping dins, still dont feel to good but just took the last pill of the day and hopefully feel better tomorrow.

The weathers just to cold, had to wash car today as it was realll dirty and sun was out.

Found out the other day that the sauna at gym wasnt part of my monthly subcriptopm damnit, but the guy let us off just the once so me and 2 mates went to check it out was ok, could be better lol so doubt we`d be trying it out.

Started swimming now, like the after effect when you come out feels good but still cant master the breathing lol always taking in the nasty water =p.

Oh been bad bad spent alot again >__<, there is just not cure for online shopping argh its just tempting when you just browse and anything comes into your mind, so you go ahead and search for that item, see it oh thats cheap and buy it lol. I have owned in the passed 3 psps, all bought then sold lol, now i have my 4th one coming haha just because of Gran Turismo always a fan of that game. Alsooo iphoneeee yey 16gb 3G only though not 3GS but once i get it will jailbreak that and get free apps haha sorteddd, also just bought Tekken 6, Bio commando and DBZ. Still havent got my double bed or wardrobe ¬___¬.

No fireworks this year, didnt see much really only a few when i`m driving around and just hear some around my neighbourhood. Tempting to buy a new desktop aswell, going to turn my 2 comps into 1 only lol.

Not long till xmas arrive, will it snow?? last snowfall was madness especially driving conditions, that was fun but working was messed up lol.

Started having heart pains, started on sunday evening. Felt normal day before that i remember, starting having blood rush or some sort to the heart causing pain, making me paranoid and worried now. Seen doc, has checked my blood pressure but didnt really tell me what rate it was going at, asking him will i be fine, replied you`ll be fine. Words of comfort, booked in for a ECG scan, did that on weds have to wait 10days till the results go back to my doc.

Living a day now worrying about my diet, have to cut down on junk, oily food, salt and sugar. Could be any cause but never had this discomfort before and just thinking about it makes me worried more =(. Feel bad telling the gf all the time how i feel and always saying could it be this or that causing, sorry >__<.

Had 2 dizzy feelings right in the morning when i was at work, felt like i was going to pass out and wanted to call 999 but i just layed down on the couch and slept it through, i just feel much better when lying down. Feel better now without the sudden pain, but still some sort drag to the heart if i want to move my body or do heavy lifting, trying not to now and pulse beats fast even after skipping 10times lol, did my indoor biking pulse seems fine tho.

Just realise how important health is, nothing compares to it at the end of the day, i guess i never worried about my health nor do i do check ups and always say will be fine etc etc till it actually happens to you. Got to wait now for the results and book in for a blood test also chloelesterol level,  fingers cross its nothing major =*( ... lots of my fam have already ask if i was ok, very happy i have them. Just want to say i love them all and my family to but also my bb whos been there all the time.

still need to decorate my room next week, have always said things  but it never comes to action, gf was annoyed that she thought i was going to prospone the painting of my room again lol, but the day i got out of the hosp for a scan, went to b n q, was slightly baffled as i did not know where to start for paints and which colour, just grabbed a brochure and it gave me the idea lol. All bought now just waiting to be done =).

Not been driving my civic for a while now lol, just been driving dads car. Have given up on cars now of course its just words but will prove it lol no more car buying. Not long left till christmas and new year will just be around the corner, had a long year but alot has happened. Will enjoy whats in front of my eyes now for sure =)

Currently feeling tired but awake mmm lol. Getting much chillier, dont know why it was suddenly all sunny today. 5am in the morning is the coldest lol, my bike rides on tues morning definetly need extra layer on otherwise i`ll catch a cold.

Well havent written for a while but alot of new stuff happening, where do i start...ah bought new car exactly on 9/9/9 lol, waited around for the car, took me 5days till it came. originally was going to buy one from my cousins friend who recommended but i found out after his didnt have A/C which was not convinient. i guess its a essentail these days. Mine atm has it and i am glad i paid 5300 for it which is not bad, 65k on the clock and FSH. Bonus was i got a AEM V1 induction kit which is one of the top 3, also got bluetooth built in hehe.

got alot lined up for this baby but not going to splash out anything at the moment, want to wait around, but if deals come through at cheap prices i wont let them go. Tints are getting done this sat which is just for security purposes and looks. exhaust, carbon bonnet, wheels, lights will have to wait.

My dad has came back for a week already, not really bothered. helped him find a car, gave me 3k budget for car, insurance and tv. I was going to get a polo but his so fussy he wants luxury, so ended up getting a accord type V, same as my old accord type r but like luxury version without the type r lump. Has everything, fully loaded, gives me a smile when i drive it haha, will be driving it more often when he leaves. Had a arguement with him yesterday, was driving home and because i didnt let some muppet in, he had a go at me, teaching moi what to do, god damn no 1 tells me what i do especially sitting in my car, so had a go back at him. I guess we were both vexed at the time, but thinking back we both had our wrongs, still way he thinks is like trying to give me and my brothers lectures and advices, we arent kids anymore ¬__¬.

anyways waiting for my insurance to come through, plz plz better not be expensive lol. Oh fixed my ipod hehe needed a new hard drive was piss easy, lucky didnt threw it away =). Also on the shopping list is a Alpine mp3 headunit with ipod adapter, cant do CD anymore takes up space and honestly after all the cd`s i make, its just piling up lol, so ipod and sd cards is the next thing.

My cuz finally got married after 15years of going out hehe, yesterdays wedding was nervous at first dont know why, but as i got in the hotel the place looks decent "russell square hotel". Long ass day though, mostly pictures, talk, sitting and waiting for the new couple to give tea to the adults. Very happy for her and the husband =D. This means i get lai see from them haha,

Cba relying on my friend with honda, always say he sorts us out with free oil just because he knows someone working in there, everytime we ask his mate is either busy, but when he gets it he boosts about it. Going to buy it elsewhere and service the damn car myself, hate people that you cant rely on and time wasting.

i soooo want the iphone, trust me i`ll get but have to wait for my vodafone contract to run out, money is not a issue lol. When i want something there is no getting away lol, my cuz had one yesterday was playing cooking mama on it haha, yes i`m a guy =p...

ordered new 32" samsung for my mum, dad paid for it as apart of the 3k budget but had to exceed it to 3.5k. All done now though just waiting for play to deliver.

Got a honda meet coming up this fri, should be good, unlike last time stupid organiser ditched up because his civic eg hasnt  finished of yet, as his getting a H22 lump into it.

only plans left is decorating my room and buy double bed still. Still dont know what colour i want though eaks.

just wanted to add this part :

VW POLO MK4         1.0                               RED

VW POLO MK5         GTI                  (1.6)   SILVER

TOYOTA MR2           Turbo              (2.0)    BLACK

Honda Integra          Type R           (1.8)    WHITE

BMW E36 325           M3 rep           (2.5)    BLACK          

VW GOLF VR6          Highline         (2.9)   MULBERRY PURPLE

VW POLO MK4         1.4 CL                         DRAGON GREEN

Honda Accord          Type R            (2.2)     BLACK

Honda Civic              Type R            (2.0)    BLACK

Currently at work at the moment, past few days had been very cold and windy, but it rained alot today and more rain expected to be coming in the next few days arghh.

Been very anxious on getting my next car, as this time i am not rushing to buy a powerful car like i had been e.g mr2 turbo, bmw e36 325 and integra type r. The current one i am selling i guess i chose it right but its not practical enough in terms of saving money wise on insurance and petrol. I just want to go back to something small and dont need to worry about the petrol or loud exhaust.

Have been reading my gf blogs only just realise she was looking forward to attending my cousin birthday at a bar in central but ended up not going due to i`ll be see my cuz the next day for dim sum. Went dim sum that day was packed up because its bank holiday and some one was going to have a wedding there later on the day. went back home after played mahj picked up new rules lol, end of the day i am still a newbie and isnt my fault if i teach others as they dont know and i am only teaching them what i know.

Had bbq which was alright due to the w eather was freaking freezing but food was nice, luv the satay chicken wings, mate called up whenever his bored he just pops over, and everytime he times it i`m either having a big feast or some sort typical.

got a parking fine, went to had viet food thought £23 was ok for 2 people and got hit a £60 fine lol so that night it was £83 ouchh...was my mums car to =p, had to tell her of course, she said give her the ticket she`ll sort it out but of course i have to pay her the money.

still 2 more days left before the buyer is coming to collect the accord, been looking at cars past few days indesicive but am not going to go for big cc engine cars, have a rough idea of what i want maybe corolla tsport or leon cupra R, difference is the corolla is only a 1.8 VVTL-I engine works kind of like a type r but not as quick and has only 1k rev vtec, where as the cupra R is 210bhp with a 1.8T engine, brembo brake set up and looks the part, the cupra is only 1k more then the corolla so still deciding.

have been lazy lately not been planning ahead for stuff, delayed on decorating my room, tv, bed. Just been calculating finance wise i guess on the new car and insurance etc. so been saving for that.

my cuz big day isnt far off, will be looking forward to that, got my new camera cheap and cheerful only £55 quid casio exilim 8.1mp, my old was cost me £80 lasted for a yr before it died out, luckily that new camera uses same battery so i got like 6 rechargeble batteries lol.

new toys last month, Guitar hero, sony ericsson w910i, dvds, digi cam, few ps3 games.

having a tiring day, some customers just annoying they dont have manners and thats why they dont get respect service lol.No lunch today probably end up having noodles again and prob nick some mushroom and spring onion from customers goods to go with it =p.